Happy Birthday Scott

Sending you tons of kisses to heaven. I miss you baby!!


This has been a pretty hard week for me. Two month mark of losing Scott, losing Kris, and then today Scott's birthday. He would have been 27 today. Yes, he is younger then me... but only by about 7 months. But I plan on staying busy today. I am going to go to my dads after work and hang out with him and then Bruce and I will go out to eat. So then I will sleep the rest of the day til it is time to get up and get ready for work. Scott's family is going out to his grave to drink a beer and then out to eat. But I had to pass this time....

R.I.P. Kris Preston

Today I lost one of my friends from McDonalds. Kris was an awesome guy. He was so unique and sooooo silly. Always making us laugh. He used to call me "Shorty-Do-Wop". I loved that nickname! He was my rap buddy at work. We would work on the grill together and jam to my Ipod. He was also friends with Scott. They used to pretend to fight over me. Preston would tell Scott, "She's mine bro.. you wanna fight?" Scott would start to walk to the door like he was ready to fight and Preston would run the other way. Hahahaha When Scott left for school in Oklahoma, he left Preston in charge... haha, to take care of me. He was such a great guy. He will be greatly missed. My thoughts and prayers go out to his family.

I will miss you so much Krispy Nugget!!!

Let Go

I read Post Secret every week, and every week there are always post cards that I can relate to. But this one really REALLY moved me....



Today makes two months since Scott has passed. It is getting easier to deal with, but I still have my moments. But I know that he would not want me to not enjoy other things in my life because I am hung up on his death. And as I have said before, I am lucky to have the people in my life that I do. Many of you have helped me in ways that you don't even realize.



AND... in two weeks I am leaving for Washington! I can't wait!! I am going to see my friend Sadie. We went to nursing school together. Her family was my family during that time. Her boyfriend was an under water welder and got hurt on the job, so they had to move back home to Washington. I have not seen her in about a year and a half. I miss her two kids and her boyfriend, and her mother. We have decided not to tell her mom that I am coming and to surprise her. That is if the kids can keep the secret! I talked to Sadie the other day and she said that her girls asked her if Scott was coming with me... she had not told them what happened. They loved his mohawk! She told them that Scott was in heaven now... Things like that are so hard to understand when you are a kid. But, I am really excited to go somewhere new and to be with great people! I really am a lucky girl to have some many great people in my life.

Can't wait to see my girlies!!!!!



And.. just cause I was going through my old photobucket to find pics of Sadie and the kids, I found these old pics from Halloween like 3 years ago. Scott, Corey, and Steve. Hahaa, we had fun that night!

You Will Make it Through

I am so in love with this song right now.... I miss Scott so much. I just want to talk to him... I mean, I know that I can talk to him, and I do. But, I want him back.